Part 1 by Miya Mallard — Analysis & Translation

Original Poem

Part 1 By: Miya Mallard Date: 4/21/2026 ----- Dear, my dearest one My heart is now blooming So I make a lie to myself Saying that you're a danger in My life. But heart disapprove as it cries. obedient was like a crime. have a mine of your own. Yet my voice is owned by the others I can't lie. I'm still obedient in my prime. So, just it from my eyes. I don't mind breaking my heart. It's not the first time. I don't mind falling asleep. To avoid every single time. So, I shall sleep. As Ignore it all within me. I expected nothing less anyway. Just like me I fade away. My heart must hate you Or fear you so I can erase. The fact you got in that place. I give my soul just for it break. That was my biggest mistake. I'll break up the heart. As you only shattered it And I'll make it bleed hard. Burning it to flames. So, it feel that way For you or anybody. But some parts just won't change. So, I'll just except my fate. I bloomed so a broken crate. ------- Part 2 By: Miya Mallard Date: 4/21/2026 ----- I want sunshine. All of the sunshine to be mine. Only mine. So then a burning heart could breathe with me. I want the moonlight. Just a moon type. One on the finger tip. So, bare my cold mind. As I holded a switch to my kite. Little darling, How do you feel? An endless burning cry. Lord, please, Lord Is it really still? Please is it not a lie? God my heart burns As I can't cry. A dramatic scene tonight. Please, oh, please! just let them in. So, I can hold on for the last time. Lord, my Lord Please, I don't understand. Was it like this all the time? All lies... His eyes... I must have read it wrong. What a shame. Oh my....

Translation (English)

Dear, my closest one My heart is now growing So I lie to myself Saying that you're a threat in my life. But my heart disagrees as it cries. Being obedient felt like a crime. Think for yourself. Yet my voice is controlled by others I can't deceive. I'm still obedient in my best years. So, just see it from my eyes. I don't mind hurting my heart. It's not the first time. I don't mind falling asleep. To avoid everything every time. So, I will sleep. As I ignore everything inside me. I expected nothing more anyway. Just like me, I disappear. My heart must dislike you Or fear you so I can erase. The fact you got to that place. I gave my soul just for it to break. That was my biggest mistake. I'll break my heart. As you only shattered it And I'll make it bleed heavily. Burning it to ashes. So, it feels that way For you or anyone. But some parts just won't change. So, I'll just accept my fate. I bloomed like a broken box. I want sunshine. All of the sunshine to be mine. Only mine. So then a burning heart could breathe with me. I want the moonlight. Just a moon type. One on the fingertip. So, reveal my cold mind. As I held a switch to my kite. Little darling, How do you feel? An endless burning cry. Lord, please, Lord Is it really still? Please is it not a lie? God my heart burns As I can't cry. A dramatic scene tonight. Please, oh, please! just let them in. So, I can hold on for the last time. Lord, my Lord Please, I don't understand. Was it like this all the time? All lies... His eyes... I must have read it wrong. What a shame. Oh my....

About the Poet

Miya Mallard (21st Century)

Miya Mallard is a contemporary poet whose works explore themes of love, heartbreak, and existential reflection. Her poetry often delves into personal emotions and the complexities of human relationships.

Historical Context

Literary Form: Free Verse
When Written: April 21, 2026
Background: The poems reflect personal introspection and emotional turmoil, possibly inspired by personal experiences or broader existential themes.

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Detailed Explanation

The poetry by Miya Mallard is a deeply introspective exploration of emotional pain and longing. In Part 1, the speaker grapples with internal conflict, acknowledging a self-deception about a loved one being a danger, while their heart disagrees. The speaker feels trapped by obedience and societal expectations, leading to a resigned acceptance of heartbreak as a recurring theme. The imagery of a blooming heart juxtaposed with a broken crate suggests growth amidst destruction. In Part 2, the speaker expresses a desire for personal ownership of joy and peace, symbolized by sunshine and moonlight. The poem conveys a sense of yearning for emotional clarity and understanding, with the speaker questioning the reality of their experiences and the authenticity of their perceptions. The recurring themes of burning, breaking, and fading away highlight the intensity of the speaker's emotional turmoil and their struggle to reconcile their feelings with reality.

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Word Dictionary

Word	Meaning	Translation	Transliteration
dearest	most beloved	most loved	deer-est
blooming	flourishing	growing	bloom-ing
obedient	compliant	following orders	o-bee-dee-ent
prime	best years	best time	prime
erase	remove	remove	e-rase
shattered	broken	broken	shat-tered
flames	fire	fire	flayms
crave	desire	to have a strong longing for	krayv
fate	destiny	future	fayt
crate	box	a large container	krayt
bare	expose	show	bair
kite	flying toy	toy that flies	kyt
darling	beloved	loved one	dar-ling
dramatic	theatrical	emotional	dra-mat-ik
scene	setting	place	seen
shame	disgrace	embarrassment	shaym