Original Poem
What does it mean then, what can it all mean? Lily Briscoe asked herself, wondering whether, since she had been left alone, it behoved her to go to the kitchen to fetch another cup of coffee or wait here. What does it mean?-a catchword that was, caught up from some book, fitting her thought loosely, for she could not, this first morning with the Ramsays, contract her feelings, could only make a phrase resound to cover the blankness of her mind until these vapours had shrunk. For really, what did she feel, come back after all these years and Mrs. Ramsay dead ? Nothing, nothing-nothing that she could ex- press at all . She had come late last night when it was all mysterious, dark. Now she was awake, at her old place at the breakfast table, but alone. It was very early too, not yet eight. There was this expedition-they were going to the Lighthouse, Mr. Ramsay, Cam, and James. They should have gone already-they had to catch the tide or something. And Cam was not ready and James was not ready and Nancy had forgotten to order the sandwiches and Mr. Ramsay had lost his temper andbanged out of the room . What's the use of going now?" he had stormed. Nancyhad vanished. There hewas, marching up and down the terrace in a rage. One seemed toheardoorsslammingandvoicescalling all over the house. Now Nancy burst in, and asked, looking round the room, in a queer half dazed, half desperate way, the Lighthouse? " as if she were forcing her- selfto do what she despaired ofever being able to do. " What does one send to What does one send to the Lighthouse so extraindeed! Atanyother time Lily could have sug- gested reasonablytea, tobacco, newspapers. But this morning everything seemed ordinarily queer that a question like Nancy's- Whatdoes one send to the Lighthouse?-opened doors in one's mind that went banging and swingingto and fro and made one keep asking, in a stupefiedgape, What does one send? What does one do? Why is one sitting here after all? Sitting alone (for Nancy went out again) cut off from other people, and able only to go on watching, asking, wondering. The house, the place, the morning, all seemed strangers to her. She had no attachment here, she felt, no relations with it, anything might happen, and whatever did happen, a step outside, a voice calling (" It's not in the cupboard; it's on the landing," some one cried), was a question, as if the link that usually bound things together had been cut, and they floated up here, down there, off, anyhow. How aimless it was, how chaotic, how unreal it was, she thought, looking at her empty coffee cup. Mrs. Ramsay dead; Andrew killed ; Prue dead too-repeat it as she might, it roused no feeling in her. And we all get together in a house like this on a morning like this, she said, looking out of the window-it was a beautiful still day. Suddenly Mr. Ramsay raised his head as he passed and looked straight at her, with his distraught wild gaze which was yet so penetrating, as if he saw you, for one second, for the first time, for ever; and she pretended to drink out of her empty coffee cup so as to escape him to escape his demand on her, to put aside a moment longer that imperious need. And he shook his head at her, and strode on (" Alone " she heard him say, " Perished " she heard him say) and like every227 TO THE LIGHTHOUSE thing else this strange morning the words became symbols, wrote themselves all over the grey-green walls. If only she could put them together, she felt, write them out in some sentence, then she would have got at the truth of things. Old Mr. Carmichael came padding softly in, fetched his coffee, took his cup and made off to sit in the sun. frightening; but it was also exciting. Going to theLighthouse. But what does one send to the Lighthouse? Perished. Alone. Thegrey-green light on the wall opposite. The empty places. Such were some ofthe parts, but howbring them together? she asked. As if any interruption would break the frail shape she was building the table she turned her back to the window lest Mr. Ramsay should see her. She must escape somehow, be alone somewhere. Suddenly she remembered. When she had sat there last ten years ago there had been a little sprig or leaf pattern on the table-cloth, which she had looked at in a moment of revelation. problem about a foreground of a picture. Move the tree to the middle, she had said. She had neverfinished that picture. Ithad been knocking about in her mind all these years. She would paint that picture now. Where were her paints, she wondered? Her paints, yes.
Translation (English)
What does it mean, what can it all mean?
Lily Briscoe wondered if she should get more coffee or stay.
The phrase 'What does it mean?' was something she picked up from a book, loosely fitting her thoughts.
She couldn't focus her feelings this first morning with the Ramsays.
She could only use a phrase to fill the emptiness of her mind.
What did she feel, coming back after years with Mrs. Ramsay dead?
Nothing, nothing she could express.
She arrived late last night when it was dark and mysterious.
Now she was awake, at her old breakfast spot, but alone.
It was very early, not yet eight.
They were going to the Lighthouse, Mr. Ramsay, Cam, and James.
They should have left already, needing to catch the tide.
Cam and James weren't ready, Nancy forgot the sandwiches, and Mr. Ramsay was angry.
"What's the use of going now?" he shouted.
Nancy disappeared. Mr. Ramsay paced the terrace in anger.
Doors slammed, voices called throughout the house.
Nancy returned, asking about the Lighthouse in a dazed, desperate way.
What does one send to the Lighthouse?
At any other time, Lily could have suggested tea, tobacco, newspapers.
But today, everything felt strange, and Nancy's question opened doors in her mind.
What does one send? What does one do? Why sit here?
Sitting alone, cut off from others, only able to watch, ask, wonder.
The house, the place, the morning felt like strangers.
She felt no connection, anything could happen.
A step outside, a voice calling was a question.
As if the usual link binding things was cut, floating aimlessly.
How aimless, chaotic, unreal it all felt.
Mrs. Ramsay dead; Andrew killed; Prue dead too.
Repeating it didn't stir any feelings.
And we all gather in a house like this on a morning like this.
She looked out the window—it was a beautiful, still day.
Suddenly, Mr. Ramsay looked at her with a wild, penetrating gaze.
She pretended to drink from her empty cup to avoid him.
He shook his head, walked on, saying "Alone," "Perished."
Words became symbols, writing themselves on the walls.
If only she could put them together, she would find the truth.
Old Mr. Carmichael came in, got his coffee, and sat in the sun.
Frightening, but also exciting, going to the Lighthouse.
But what does one send to the Lighthouse? Perished. Alone.
The grey-green light on the opposite wall. The empty places.
Such were some parts, but how to bring them together?
She turned her back to the window to avoid Mr. Ramsay.
She needed to escape, be alone.
She remembered sitting there ten years ago, seeing a pattern on the tablecloth.
A problem about a picture's foreground. Move the tree to the middle, she thought.
She never finished that picture. It lingered in her mind for years.
She would paint it now. Where were her paints, she wondered? Yes, her paints.
About the Poet
Virginia Woolf (Modernist)
Virginia Woolf was an English writer and one of the foremost modernists of the 20th century. She is known for her novels, essays, and pioneering use of stream of consciousness as a narrative device. Her works often explore themes of identity, time, and the inner thoughts of characters.
Read more on Wikipedia →Historical Context
- Literary Form
- Novel
- When Written
- 1927
- Background
- To the Lighthouse explores themes of loss, subjectivity, and the nature of art, reflecting Woolf's own experiences and philosophical introspections. The novel delves into the complexities of human relationships and the passage of time.
Sources: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/To_the_Lighthouse, https://www.shmoop.com/study-guides/to-the-lighthouse/plot-analysis.html
Detailed Explanation
This passage from Virginia Woolf's 'To the Lighthouse' captures the introspective and fragmented thoughts of Lily Briscoe, a character who is grappling with the meaning of her existence and the passage of time. Set in the Ramsay family's summer house, the narrative explores themes of loss, uncertainty, and the search for meaning. Lily's internal monologue reflects her disconnection from the world around her and her struggle to articulate her feelings. The chaotic morning, with its unfulfilled plans and disjointed interactions, mirrors her inner turmoil. The recurring question, 'What does it mean?' underscores her existential quest. The imagery of the empty coffee cup and the grey-green walls symbolize the emptiness and confusion she feels. The passage also highlights the tension between the characters, particularly between Lily and Mr. Ramsay, whose penetrating gaze she seeks to avoid. The mention of unfinished paintings and memories of the past further emphasize the theme of incompleteness and the desire to make sense of fragmented experiences. Woolf's use of stream of consciousness allows readers to delve deeply into Lily's psyche, revealing the complexity of human emotions and the challenge of finding coherence in a seemingly chaotic world.
Themes
Literary Devices
Word Dictionary
| Word | Meaning | Translation | Transliteration |
|---|---|---|---|
| behoved | was necessary | was the right thing to do | bih-hohvd |
| catchword | slogan | a phrase that is often repeated | kach-wurd |
| contract | narrow down | reduce or limit | kuhn-trakt |
| resound | echo | to fill with sound | rih-zound |
| vapours | mist | fog or haze | vay-purz |
| expedition | journey | a trip with a purpose | eks-puh-dish-un |
| stormed | raged | expressed anger loudly | stormd |
| stupefied | shocked | unable to think clearly | stoo-puh-fahyd |
| aimless | without purpose | lacking direction | aym-lis |
| chaotic | disordered | in a state of confusion | kay-ot-ik |
| penetrating | piercing | very intense | pen-uh-tray-ting |
| imperious | commanding | domineering | im-peer-ee-us |
| symbols | signs | things that represent ideas | sim-buhls |
| frail | weak | easily broken | frayl |
| foreground | front part | the part of a view nearest to the observer | for-ground |
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